takziah buad Dzarif Iskandar :'(

hye all . bedasarkan entry nie , aq nak cter kat korang yg membe aq meninggal dunia pd 20/2/2011 .

salam takziah .

dy excident kete dgn kete cm yg tetera kad harian metro 21/2/2011 . nie pic arwah member aq tu .

darypadaNYA kite dtg , kepadeNYA kite kembali

mase kejadian , arwah brbaju ungu .

kad perud dy tu kesan sit belt .

nie , gf arwah .

nameny Fatin Nadiah Zulkifli .

dy syg sangad2 kad arwah .

kad bwh nie post2 dr fb gf arwah .

from newer to oldest post ..

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b , tadi kite jmpe kan ? bb datang kat b :'( bb tguk jea kubur b . sebelom uh kan b , tadi bb datang bilik b amek beg b , penselbox b , name tack b , baju skolah b n baju superhero ♥ bb da kemaskan da bilik b tadi . bb susun buku sume . bb tguk moto b yang ade QIEYZARIF tuhh --neh bb nak pegi uma nenek b . alang bb anta oke ? b dga kan ? iloveyuu 

neh msg eis ''hm..bb,b taw bb syg b sngt2..b pown syg bb..b xpnh pon tngglkan bb..b btol2 brubah nie..nk mkn pown xlalu pkir an bb..nk tydo lg la..hmm'' :'( b , abg boy ckp mlm tadi kan '' abg mmg tahu eis syg fatin sgt sgt . gentle abg ckp '' even abg boy tak slalu dgn b tp dy dapat ase b sayanggs bb sangat sangat . thnx eis ♥ QIERDZARIF , I'LL MISSIN YOUU . PLEASE COME TO ME , I HOPE SO 

selamat pagi chenta ♥ hari neh kite tak pegi skola tau , kite nk jmpe awak . kejab lagi bb nak ckp ng abg boy nk tguk blik b sekejab laa . nk kemas brang b sume . bb renduu sgt dengan senyum b tuhh , bb tggu b text tau . every second bb tguk fown . numbe b tak delete pon . b tetap numbe satu okee ? tahu kan b ? b tahu kan ? b dga kan ? b rest okee --, al-fatihah   

ariney kite tido dengan baju awak tahu ? kite nk ase awak ade jea ng kite ? b , b oke kan ? b tak pape kan ? b ade ng bb kan ? b nk jge bb kan ? takpe , bb tggu b tau , b dga kan ? kte da lame kan b ? bb pon da janji ng b kan ? bb tetap egat b janji janji kite . AKU TERLALU SYG KAW DZARIF ISKANDAR ♥ 

bb pegang jer baju b tadi tahu takk , rennduu bau b :(malam tadi bb ade tulis surat tau , b bace lha hehh ? bb tulis tulis name b .imissyuu so badly my superhero ♥

 kite rendu awak lha . kite rendu awak tahu takk --,awak dengar takk ? dengar kan ? awak tahu kite ade awak sowang kan ?awak janji nk jge kite tapi nape awak tinggalkan kite ? awak da lupe eh janji janji kite . u only one can make smile again .

 b , please come back sayanggss .bb percaye b akan datang kt bb say ' gudmownink beby' b , bb rennduu b . bb nk b . bb nk b kiss dahi bb :( NPE B PERGII ? NPE B TINGGALKAN BB ?

NOTE : seminggu sebelom arwah meningggal , arwah jage qiey dgn baek sangad . bknny sebelom nie arwah ta jage qiey . jage .. jz jagenye lbey baek dr yg baek . mane ta nye . sminggu qiey dmm trok , arwah la yg jage pg ptg siang mlm . jage sebaek yg mungken . arwah jage mcm sorg ibu mnjage anakny yg dmm . bayangkan , arwah sanggup sedut hingus qiey sbb qiey asek nges & nges sampay ta bley na benafas coz idong qiey tesumbat . rupe2ny to la JASA TERAKHER utk qiey & KENANGAN TERAKHER qiey & arwah sebelom arwah tinggalkan qiey wad slameny .

Kpd qiey , syg sys harap qiey besaba dgn pe yg da jd . sys sdey tgk qiey mcm pe skrg . qiey kene kuad syg . sys tau susa bg qiey na lupekan segalanye lepas pe yg da qiey lalui selame ni dgn isz . syg , kite org smue de dgn qiey . isz tetap da dgn qiey walaupon sekarang dy berada kad dunie laen . ape pony g tejadi qiey kene kuad syg . qiey nak SPM & to yg akan tentukan mase depan qiey . if qiey lemah mcm nie , isz pon sdey & ta tenang kad sane syg . relakan pemergian dy & bykkan besaba . ta gune qiey tangisi dy syg . dy takan kembali lagi . byk2 sedekahkan Al-Fatihah semoga rohnye ditempadkan dikalangan orang beriman . Amiin . kite orang syg ateyn . kite org ta na temgok qiey lemah mcm nie . sys arap qiey akan jady sperti dulu syg . yg beguraw sende , gelak tawe besame . amiin J

Kpd smue marilah kite sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kpd arwah agar dy ditempadkan dikalangan org yg beriman & mendoakan ateyn kembali kpd sediekala . amiin .

DZARIF ISKANDAR DZUL DALAM KENANGAN ~
14/9/1994 - 20/2/2011 .
AL-FATIHAH ....

yummy yummy

Hey , sriusly aq mmg obses gler dengan makanan jepon nie .

Hadushhh , da tige bulan aq ta dapad .

Skali dapad , ya ampunnn mmg ta ingad dunie .

Aq bley sebanyak yg bley , hahaha .

Abes duet aq tahu ?

Sushi paling aq suke :

1. Salmon salad
2. Chukka kurage
3. Ebikko inari roll
4. Ebikko
5. Tuna salad

maaf

Awak , org minx maaf , org bukan ta na kua ary to ,

Tp ary to org mmg ta ade mood , org ta na awak salah faham dgn hubungan kite .

Yea , org sayang awak tp not more than fren , plz la ,

Jgn tacing2 , org ta suke awak mcm nie .

Org tau awak syg org but org da cakap jgn mengharap .

See pe da jd ? kite sik gado je sekarang , td jumpe kejab pon ta na pandang muke org , 

pandang tempad laen . bagos la sangad to , naseb baek jumpe 15 minit je if due jam

Mau org ngez kad sito agakny . awak suke la kan tengok org cam to ?

Arghhh , sory fo evryting .

all about lurve

LOVE

LOVE is not about finding right person ,

But creating a right relationship . <3

Its not about how much you LOVE him / her ,

But how much LOVE you build till the end .

You can’t make someone LOVE you ,

All you can do is be someone who can be loved ,

The rest is up to the person to realize your worth .

If you LOVE somebody , let him / her go ,

If him / her return , there were always yours ,

If they don’t , they never were .

True LOVE does not came by finding the perfect person

but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly .

Best Friends Forever

Means of FRIENDSHIP ,

Friendship is where you can trust a certain someone to always be there for you when your down or to cheery you up when something bad happened , friendship is also where the few friends share a bond that they can express there feelings and know tat won’t be told to anyone else .

Means of FRIENDSHIT ,

Like foul – weather friends a friendshit only calls when they have a problem , you won’t hear anything from them when their life is good by their own definition . generally a friendshit is shit at being a friend 

Alia Najwa
( adek )

Nurul Sazwani
( nurul )

Siti Hasnah
( senah )

Muhammad Aqmar Azuan
( amai )

Ieza Norshakila
( ieza )

thx 2 god coz I have frenz like u allz , I really appreciate oke , thx so fuckin’ damn much dear . I swear tat u r the bez among the bez ! no one can eve perlace u in myy lil heart . herm , even we torn apart I wil neve leave u allz . thx 4 alwayz supporting me & neve leave me no mater wat in hard or easy way . thx coz always be my shoulder to cry on when I need someone . it’s been a while tat we’ve neve see each other . at tiz moment , I dun noe y suddenly felt I really need u allz 2 b in ur arm . I’d jz tOo missing u allz . I mean it dear . I lurve y allz til doomsday BEZFRENZ .

no more tears , no more pain

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong ,

I’d just missing you too much ,

Now you’re gone and I’m haunted ,

And I bet you will just find .

Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life ?

I should have known you’ll give me heartache ,

Maybe I was naïve got lost in your eyes and never really had chance .

My mistakes , I didn’t know to be in love , you had fight to have upper hand .

I had so many dreams about you and me , happy ending ?

Now I know . I was a dreamer before you went and let me down ,

I’m gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well .

I wish I could tell somebody that I’ve got a crush on you .

You’ve already gone and got me mad ,

I can’t remember when it was good , moments of happiness elude ,

Just let me forget every things that gonna make me reminds of you !

Too bad for me to make you were my everything , make no apologies .

I just gonna let it be and forget all the mess you’ve done in my life and trying to build a better new of me .

Though , it’s not easy , but I have made it !

Even some of the times I will gonna feel that really need yoy ,

That I really miss you ,

And that I really love you bit it’s all gone now and I’m done here without you !

girl language =)

If I don’t call u

[ its because I’m waiting for u to call me ]

When I walk away from u mad

[ follow me ]

When I stare at ur mouth

[ kiss me ]

When I push u or hit u

[ garb me & don’t let go ]

When I start cussing at u

[ kiss me & tell me u love me ]

When I’m quiet

[ ask me whats wrong ]

When I ignore u

[ give me ur attention ]

When I pull away

[ pull me back ]

When u see me at my worst

[ tell me I’m beautiful ]

When u see me start crying

[ hold me & tell me everything will be alright ]

When u see me walking

[ sneak up & hug my waist from behind ]

When I’m scared

[ protect me ]

When I lay my head on ur shoulder

[ tilt my head up kiss me ]

When I grab at ur hands

[ hold mine & play with my fingers ]

When I tease u

[ tease me back & make me laugh ]

When I don’t answer for a long time

[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When I look at you with doubt

[ back ur self up ]

When I say that I like u

[ I really do more than u could understand ]

When I bump into u

[ bump into me back & make me laugh ]

When I tell u a secret

[ keep it safe & untold ]

When I look at you in ur eyes

[ don’t look away until I do ]

When I miss u

[ I’m hurting inside ]

When u break my heart

[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When I say its over

[ I still want u to be mine ]

hey bestfriend !

or should I say , ex – bestfriend ? hmmm ,

i know I’ve been a jerk bestfriend ever for u , I never make u happy , I never cheer u up , I don’t make jokes with , and whenever u’re with me , u don’t feels like , u wanna laugh .

don’t really brighten up ur life , I always hurt ur feeling right ? and , you prefer to be with other bestfriend than me , I know that , I can see it in ur face , its obviously showed in ur acts , don’t deny ur feelings , I understand , and yeah , I am hurt , but I know u hurt more by all my mistakes with u , and again , I am sorry .

and now I realize , how much I burden u , u have to pretend like u like me to be my bestfriend , be wherever I am , together follow my steps , and now , because of that night , I kinda tell me , that I should step backward from ur life , u’re even don’t care right ? no worries , I am fine .

i guess , I don’t need any bestfriend anymore , I can be my own , tes , even though I never can , this time , I’ll try till I can , and yeah , don’t ever look at me anymore , just ignore my presence , and of course , I’ll miss our memories , that we shared from last precious year , :’(

i’ll pray for your happiness with your own bestfriends , who didn’t even assume me as their bestfriend , and fyi , I’m sick with this situation , I;m sick of keeping all my tears and hurt feeling just because of friends who used to be my bestfriends .

and yeah , I’m sick of word BESTFRIENDS .

P/S : this entry is for u , the one that suddenly don’t even talk to me .

this is why i love him

1^st – baek sangad

yeah dy sesangad lah baek okeyh , aq da slalu wad prangai but dy stil cool

padahal dulu dgn ex ex dy smue dy ta bley na cool , heee ,

bile aq tanye asal dy cm nie dgn aq , mesty dy cakap ta tau ,

eleyhhh padahal malu na cakap yg dy sayang kad aq sangad , hahaha .

2^nd – gedix cam aq

hahaha , sesuke aty aq cakap laky aq gedix kan3 ? eyh korang kesa ke ?

dy suke gedix2 na kirim salam kad ibu , orang kata nanty2

tyme to juge dy suruh , aq plak suke tuka topic but dy stil

“bb da cakap dgn ibu blum , b kirim salam” aq rase ibu aq pon agak rimas

sebab menantu dy nie asik kirim salam , tp gedix2 dy aq

lagy teruk weyh , hahaha , btol ta b ?

3^rd – concern about me

dy cepad risau bile aq ta mkn , mesty dy suruh mkn dulu ,

contoh : “bb py lah mkn” bile aq cakap ta na sbb nanty gemox

dy mesty cakap “ala ta ape bb gemox” aq ? arghhh mane bley

penat je aq diet , bile aq tanye asal dy jawab

“nanty ta de sape na kad bb lg” banyak chantek muke dy kan ?

agak2 kalau dy tinggalkan aq , aq plak da gemox ,

sape na kad aq lagy ? kaw ke cow ? hahaha

bile aq ta de kedit dy mesty na topupkan aq ,

bile aq cakap dy mesty jawab “jangan banyak songeh cakap ta nak”

arghhh , agak kurang asam , mcm da kaye sangad sampay kan ? hahaha

4^th – maen game sampay lupekan aq

aq bency sikap dy yg nie tp kekadang aq suke ,

sbb bile dy maen game dy lupe aq so aq akan wad bende yg aq suke

& dy pon ta tau , sbb bile dy jumpe game smue dy lupe kodd ,

agak geram gak kekadang sbb msg ta rety na balas ,

bile aq anta msg mesty mcm nie “ala b na maen game jab”

arghhh , mcm budak kecik lah kodd , cakap aq je budak

dy pon same je 5 kali 6 dengan aq .

5^th – berangan

hahaha , yeahhh ! laki nie kuad berangan na kawen ,

iI mean mase tu kami baru je couple , tp smue dy da plan dary A KE Z

kekadang agak klaka kodd dgr dy cter na kwen kad hotel lah ,

da bincang dgn mummy nak betunang lah , sesuke aty dy je plan ae ,

family dy mmg lah okeh , family aq ? suruh dapadkan degree dulu ,

tape bb kite tunang senyap2 je , hahaha

6^th – skodeng my blog

b , aq tau kaw tgh senyum sekarang kan ? na type bebanyak

rasenye ta cukop page la b , sbb perangay kaw yg wad aw suke pelik2

je weyh , hahaha , dah2 aq tau kaw slalu intai blog aq sbb nab ace

pe aq type kan3 ? aq kan ramay membe lelaki to

yg kaw sebok na tau kan3 ? haishhh , aq ta curang pon weyh ,

sayang chinte kaw je , b da laaa jgn senyum2 samgad ,

nanty akk peik asal lah adek dy yg benggong to senyum2 depan lappy , hahaha

i'm sorry

why why why ?

sbb aq kejam sangad , aq ta sedar diri ,

ta rety appreciate lelaky sebaek dy .

b , im sory .

yeah , dy tersangad baek ,

even berulang kaly aq mengatakan yg aq na putus ,

tp dy tetap dengan pendirian dy yg tan a putus .

aq tau dy baek dengan aq but aq ?

arghhh only god je tahu .

b , once again im sory .

aq tau dy bley maafkan aq ,

tp aq susah na lupekan kesalahan aq .

b , u r my everything .

i just need u yeahhh .

aku cukop pantang

::.. FaceBook ..::

yeah , I wanna talk about tiz net ,
why why why ?


aq cukop pantang nile aq da tulis name aq kat page but stil tanye
“name yu ape ae"
adoii ape jadah aq tulis kad page py la tengok .


aq cukup pantang bile dorang sebok tanye
“are yu single"
ya ampun , aq rase kat page da cukup jelas status aq ,
why stil asking the stupid question ?


aq cukop pantang bile orang tanye
“yu stay mane” , “ur age” ,
ngokz ngekz kan , aq da type kat page to py la bace , adoii .


aq cukup pantang bile orang yg aq da approve tante 
“bley x I na kenal dgn yu ?" ,
eyh aq da approve to means u can be my fren , so don’t ask the stupis question !


aq cukup pantang bile orang cakap aq sombong & berbagay lagy ,
eyh2 im not arrogant akeyh !
bukan aq tan a rep comment korang but please jgn asik ask the same question ,
penad lah aq na jawab yg same jea .


aq cukup pantang bile org add aq then aq da approve but langsung ta ade na say thx ! bile aq deny cakap aq sombong la to la . bile aq app korang buad cam taik kan ?!
kalau aq na cakap memang banyak lagy yg aq pantanggg but nanti mcm ta enough space plak , hahaha , so im done here .


sory if entry nie hurt sesape yeah .