hey bestfriend !

or should I say , ex – bestfriend ? hmmm ,

i know I’ve been a jerk bestfriend ever for u , I never make u happy , I never cheer u up , I don’t make jokes with , and whenever u’re with me , u don’t feels like , u wanna laugh .

don’t really brighten up ur life , I always hurt ur feeling right ? and , you prefer to be with other bestfriend than me , I know that , I can see it in ur face , its obviously showed in ur acts , don’t deny ur feelings , I understand , and yeah , I am hurt , but I know u hurt more by all my mistakes with u , and again , I am sorry .

and now I realize , how much I burden u , u have to pretend like u like me to be my bestfriend , be wherever I am , together follow my steps , and now , because of that night , I kinda tell me , that I should step backward from ur life , u’re even don’t care right ? no worries , I am fine .

i guess , I don’t need any bestfriend anymore , I can be my own , tes , even though I never can , this time , I’ll try till I can , and yeah , don’t ever look at me anymore , just ignore my presence , and of course , I’ll miss our memories , that we shared from last precious year , :’(

i’ll pray for your happiness with your own bestfriends , who didn’t even assume me as their bestfriend , and fyi , I’m sick with this situation , I;m sick of keeping all my tears and hurt feeling just because of friends who used to be my bestfriends .

and yeah , I’m sick of word BESTFRIENDS .

P/S : this entry is for u , the one that suddenly don’t even talk to me .