Thursday, June 2, 2011

bingkisan doa

barangsiapa yang mengenal Allah di dunia ini , maka ia akan merasa seperti berada di SYURGA ..
kelapangannya laksana 7 petala langit & bumi ...


Ya Allah , perkenankanlah permintaan hambaMU ini ..
sesungguhnya kami hambaMu yang lemah ...


Ya Allah ,
seandainya telah Engkau catatkan dia milikku , tercipta buatku , satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku ..
titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami agar kemesraan itu abadi ...


dan Ya Allah ,
Ya Tuhanku Yang maha Mengasihi ,
seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini ketepian yang sejahtera & abadi ...


tetapi Ya Allah ,
seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan dia bukan milikku , bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku , luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku & peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan ...


Ya Allah ,
aku mohon padaMu , cintaMu & cinta orang yang mencintaiMU ..
aku memohon kepadamu amalan yang membawaku menggapai cintaMu ...


Ya Allah ,
jadikanlah cintaMu lebih ku cintai daripada diriku & keluargaku serta air yang dingin ...


Ya Allah Yang Tercinta ,
gantilah yang telah hilang ..
tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah ..
walaupun tidak sama dengan dirinya ...


Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku ,
pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu ..
sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engakau takdirkan adalah yang terbaik buatku ..
kerana Engkau Maha Mengetahui segala yang terbaik buat hambaMu ini ...


Ya Allah ,
sesungguhnya aku minta petunjuk yang baik dariMu , dengan ilmuMu , aku minta kekuatan dariMu dengan kekuatanMu ..
aku meminta dariMu dari kelebihanMu yang banyak , maka sesungguhnya Engkau berkuasa , aku tidak berkuasa , Engkau mengetahui & Engkaulah yang paling mengetahui perkar - perkata ghaib ...


Ya Allah ,
jika Engkau mengetahui bahawa perkara ini baik untukku pada agamaku , duniaku & kesudahan urusanku buat masa kini dan masa akan datang maka tentukannya untukku & permudahkannya kepadaku , jika Kau mengetahui bahawa perkara ini tidak baik untukku pada agamaku & duniaku & kesudahan urusanku buat masa kini & masa akan datang maka elakkannya dariku & elakkan diriku daripadanya , tentukanlah kebaikan untukku dimana sahaja aku berada sesungguhnya Engkau berkuasa diatas segala sesuatu ...

Monday, May 9, 2011

besarnye pengorbanan ibu


Ary ibu dtg lagy..aq amek pluang mngucapkn slamad ary ibu kpd ibu aq yg be’korban & sentiase be’doa demy kejayaan aq ary nie..

Make,sibuklh aq memikirkn pe kh adiah atau pembrian te’baek utk ibu..ibu plu dikeng stiap mse,namun tade salahnye sorg ank memilih satu ary yg istimawe bg mmpe’igty jasa & pngorbanan ibu..

Sorg ibu bley membesakn 10 ank tetepy 10 ank blum tentu bley membesakn sorg ibu..begitulh hebatnye ibu..

Ibu ta mngharapkn pape kcualy mnumpg sediked kaseh di ary tue,ketike uzur & saked..mreke maukn doa sorg ank soleh & solehah sleps mninggl dunie..

Tau ta korg npe kedudukn ibu bape slps Allah & Rasul ??

Dlm satu hadis,drpd Muawiyah bin Haidatal Qusyairi :
“ katanye,aq be’tanye Rasulullah,spekh org yg pling ptut aq be’buad baek?? Rasulullah menjawab,ibumu..kemudian aq be’tanye lagy spe? Rasulullah menjawab,ibumu.. kemudian aq be’tanye lagy spe? Rasulullah menjawab,ibumu..kemudian aq be’tanye lagy spe? Rasulullah menjawab bapemu,kemudian org yg pling hamper dgnmu & sterusnye: ( Hadis Riwayat : at – Tirmizi )


Org kta aq laher dr perut ibu …
Ble dahage , yg susukn .. ibu …
Ble lapa , yg suapkn aq .. ibu …
Ble ke’sorgn , yg sentiase kad sampeng aq , ibu …
Kta ibu , pe’kataan yg aq sebut .. bu !
Ble bagun tido , aq cary .. ibu …
Ble nangesh , org petame yg dtg .. ibu …
Ble nk be’manje , aq dekaty ibu …
Ble na d’belai2 , aq duduk sbelh ibu …
Ble sdey , yg bley memujuk aq hanye ibu …
Ble nakal , yg memarahi aq .. ibu …
Ble mrajuk , yg memujuk aq cume ibu …
Ble mlakukn kesalahn , yg pling cepad mara .. ibu …
Ble takud , yg tenangkn aq .. ibu …
Ble na pluk , yg aq ske pluk .. ibu …
Aq slalu te’igtkn ibu …
Ble sdey , aq call ibu …
Ble sronok , org petame aq na g tau .. ibu …
Ble bengang , aq ske luah pd ibu …
Ble sakid , aq slu panggil “ ibuuuuuuuuuu ! ”
Ble saked , org pling risaw .. ibu …
Ble na exam . org pling sibuk juge ibu …
Ble buad hal , yg mara aq dulu .. ibu …
Ble de masalh , yg pling risaw .. ibu …
Yg msih pluk & cium aq sampay ary nie , ibu …
Yg slalu masak mknn kegemrn aq , ibu …
Yg slalu simpn & kemaskn barang2 aq , ibu …
Yg slalu be’leter kad aq , ibu …
Yg slalu pujy aq , ibu …
Yg slalu menasihati aq , ibu …
Ble na kawen , org petame aq tunjuk & rujuk .. ibu …

~ INGAD LHA PENGORBANAN IBU ~

..:: SELAMAD HARY IBU , IBU ::..

Thursday, May 5, 2011

cinte 1,000 kilometer


SEJAOH MANE LELAKY SETIE TERHADAP KOMITMEN HUBUNGAN JARAK JAOH ???

baby please don't go . if i wake up tomorrow i hope u will be there ..

 b , bb renndu b..rendu sangat tahu tak ? b dengar kan ? b , u'r the best i ever had . neh msg abg b bg kat bb '' ape ape pun abg ucapkan terime kasih atas bantuan dan perhatian fatin . abg sekeluarge hargai sangat kedatangan fatin dalam keluarge abang , pandai adik abg pilih pasangan . cume abg pesan jage diri baik baik . blaja rajin. abg aggap fatin mcm adik abg sendiri sbb itu yang adik abg pilih . ade masalah jan malu malu bgtw abg '' b , b manje sangat ng bb kan ? b suke dededik ng bb kan ? suke tepuk dahi bb kan ? ramai org kate kite sweet sbb 24hour asyik berkepit .huhh ! b , bb tak kuadd laaaaaaa ! b tak kuad , bb tak boley berdepan ng sume nehh b . b , please come ! please b . bb rendu nk dededik , memanje ng b . i need yur hugg . b , b egt tak time bb demam tuhh . b jge bb kan ? bb egat b ckp ape . b cakap '' bb janagn ngesshh . b tak suke tguk bb ngesshh'' pas tuh b lapkan air mate bb . b sedutkan hinguss bb . bb terkejot smpei macam uh skali b buad kat bb nk tnjuk b betul betul sayang bb kan ? soory b , bb memang asyik ngesshh jerr b . saape nak lapkan air mate bb . nak jage bb sume . suapkan bb makan time bb demam . bb tahu b asyik pk kan bb . every second b thinking of me kan ? b , renduuuuuuuuu laa ! b datang laa kt bb . bb nak ng b sekarang jugakk . b selalu suruh bb buad muke comey kan ? b suke sgt suruh bb buad macam tuhh . alasan b , b suke tguk mke bb buad macam tuhh . renduu nk dengar suare b yang manje tuhh ! yang suke buad bb tergelak layan karenah b tuhh   huhh , seriusly b b tetap selamenyerr first dalam haty bb . FIRST tahu takk ? b dengar kan ? b tahu uh sume kan ?   neh sume msg yang b pernah bg kat bb .......hey ma comot ebab , b da bgun..ilyfdm..ak tak ley idop tanpe ko..ak sayang kau lbeyhh dari nyawe ak sendiri..b tak nak kehilangan bb buad kali yang ketige..b , i very love you fuckng damn much syg.. b taknak kehingan bb..b nak sgt hug bb..b syg bb sngat2..bb adelah sgalenyerr untok b..i missyou..i very miss youu..b hope hubungan kite still smpei maty..walau ape pon terjadi b tak kan tggalkan bb syg..ilyfdm sygg..sayangg bb ketadd ketadd     :jgn curang tau..hmm..b syang bb..rendu gler kt koe doh bb.. jge diri baik baik k..owg tetap tggu dy..cnte owg untok dy sowangg..aty owg sntiase terbukak untok dy sowang..ily sygg..ak sayang ko bb , jagan tggalkan ak k.. b , jangan laa buad mcm nehh..b x nak bb sdeyhh2..b nak sentiase di samping bb..b selalu pikirkan bb , bb jea tak tahuu ak sayangg ko sgt2..b tak boley hidup tnpe bb tao arkk..  bb , b da tanak orang lain tao arkk.. b nk bb jew skunx nehh..bb lahh true love b tao arkk..      b , b takudd sangat bb tggalkan b..hmm hmmmm.. b , sape nak bg bb text macam nehh lagi hehh ?   pagi pagi suke bg bb msg macam nehh kan ? pastuh mara bb bgun lambat kan b kan ? time kite gadohh sume tak bagi kite break kan ? sume tak suke kite break kan ? b egat tak time bufday b bagi bb barneyy   time velentime b bg bb bunge ng coklat fererro rosher kan b kan ? b egat kan ? bb nak b.. npe b tggalkan bb b ? b cakap laa b .. b cakap laa nape b pergi dulu.. kite da paln nak g wonderland kan ? kite g same same kan ? tapi b nape b tggalkan bb sorangg sorangg ? b pk bb kuad kee b ? b sendiri tahu bb mcm mane kan ? hmm .. ari ahad ari uh , b da janji nak beli barang seni ng bb kan ? pas tuhh nak bg bb beby arnab kann ? bb cakap ng b , bb nak arnab putih n telinge dy warne pweple kan ? then b gelk gelakk . b cakap kt kgkwn b bb nak arnab uhh kan ?   kite same same memerlukan b.. bb sayanngg b.. b dengarr kan ? bb rennduu nk manje sume ng bb.. b suke buad suare manje tuhh..pas uh mule laa call bb smpei tertidoo kan ? hmm.. b , please come backk.. tolonggg laaa !! sape nak lapkan air mate bb nehh sayangg ? hmmmmm 

Friday, April 15, 2011

takziah buad Dzarif Iskandar :'(

hye all . bedasarkan entry nie , aq nak cter kat korang yg membe aq meninggal dunia pd 20/2/2011 .
salam takziah .
dy excident kete dgn kete cm yg tetera kad harian metro 21/2/2011 . nie pic arwah member aq tu .

darypadaNYA kite dtg , kepadeNYA kite kembali
mase kejadian , arwah brbaju ungu .
kad perud dy tu kesan sit belt .

nie , gf arwah .
nameny Fatin Nadiah Zulkifli .
dy syg sangad2 kad arwah .

kad bwh nie post2 dr fb gf arwah .
from newer to oldest post ..
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b , tadi kite jmpe kan ? bb datang kat b :'( bb tguk jea kubur b . sebelom uh kan b , tadi bb datang bilik b amek beg b , penselbox b , name tack b , baju skolah b n baju superhero ♥ bb da kemaskan da bilik b tadi . bb susun buku sume . bb tguk moto b yang ade QIEYZARIF tuhh --neh bb nak pegi uma nenek b . alang bb anta oke ? b dga kan ? iloveyuu 

neh msg eis ''hm..bb,b taw bb syg b sngt2..b pown syg bb..b xpnh pon tngglkan bb..b btol2 brubah nie..nk mkn pown xlalu pkir an bb..nk tydo lg la..hmm'' :'( b , abg boy ckp mlm tadi kan '' abg mmg tahu eis syg fatin sgt sgt . gentle abg ckp '' even abg boy tak slalu dgn b tp dy dapat ase b sayanggs bb sangat sangat . thnx eis ♥ QIERDZARIF , I'LL MISSIN YOUU . PLEASE COME TO ME , I HOPE SO 

selamat pagi chenta ♥ hari neh kite tak pegi skola tau , kite nk jmpe awak . kejab lagi bb nak ckp ng abg boy nk tguk blik b sekejab laa . nk kemas brang b sume . bb renduu sgt dengan senyum b tuhh , bb tggu b text tau . every second bb tguk fown . numbe b tak delete pon . b tetap numbe satu okee ? tahu kan b ? b tahu kan ? b dga kan ? b rest okee --, al-fatihah   

ariney kite tido dengan baju awak tahu ? kite nk ase awak ade jea ng kite ? b , b oke kan ? b tak pape kan ? b ade ng bb kan ? b nk jge bb kan ? takpe , bb tggu b tau , b dga kan ? kte da lame kan b ? bb pon da janji ng b kan ? bb tetap egat b janji janji kite . AKU TERLALU SYG KAW DZARIF ISKANDAR ♥ 

bb pegang jer baju b tadi tahu takk , rennduu bau b :(malam tadi bb ade tulis surat tau , b bace lha hehh ? bb tulis tulis name b .imissyuu so badly my superhero ♥

 kite rendu awak lha . kite rendu awak tahu takk --,awak dengar takk ? dengar kan ? awak tahu kite ade awak sowang kan ?awak janji nk jge kite tapi nape awak tinggalkan kite ? awak da lupe eh janji janji kite . u only one can make smile again .

 b , please come back sayanggss .bb percaye b akan datang kt bb say ' gudmownink beby' b , bb rennduu b . bb nk b . bb nk b kiss dahi bb :( NPE B PERGII ? NPE B TINGGALKAN BB ?

NOTE : seminggu sebelom arwah meningggal , arwah jage qiey dgn baek sangad . bknny sebelom nie arwah ta jage qiey . jage .. jz jagenye lbey baek dr yg baek . mane ta nye . sminggu qiey dmm trok , arwah la yg jage pg ptg siang mlm . jage sebaek yg mungken . arwah jage mcm sorg ibu mnjage anakny yg dmm . bayangkan , arwah sanggup sedut hingus qiey sbb qiey asek nges & nges sampay ta bley na benafas coz idong qiey tesumbat . rupe2ny to la JASA TERAKHER utk qiey & KENANGAN TERAKHER qiey & arwah sebelom arwah tinggalkan qiey wad slameny .


Kpd qiey , syg sys harap qiey besaba dgn pe yg da jd . sys sdey tgk qiey mcm pe skrg . qiey kene kuad syg . sys tau susa bg qiey na lupekan segalanye lepas pe yg da qiey lalui selame ni dgn isz . syg , kite org smue de dgn qiey . isz tetap da dgn qiey walaupon sekarang dy berada kad dunie laen . ape pony g tejadi qiey kene kuad syg . qiey nak SPM & to yg akan tentukan mase depan qiey . if qiey lemah mcm nie , isz pon sdey & ta tenang kad sane syg . relakan pemergian dy & bykkan besaba . ta gune qiey tangisi dy syg . dy takan kembali lagi . byk2 sedekahkan Al-Fatihah semoga rohnye ditempadkan dikalangan orang beriman . Amiin . kite orang syg ateyn . kite org ta na temgok qiey lemah mcm nie . sys arap qiey akan jady sperti dulu syg . yg beguraw sende , gelak tawe besame . amiin J
Kpd smue marilah kite sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kpd arwah agar dy ditempadkan dikalangan org yg beriman & mendoakan ateyn kembali kpd sediekala . amiin .
DZARIF ISKANDAR DZUL DALAM KENANGAN ~
14/9/1994 - 20/2/2011 .
AL-FATIHAH ....

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

yummy yummy



Hey , sriusly aq mmg obses gler dengan makanan jepon nie .
Hadushhh , da tige bulan aq ta dapad .
Skali dapad , ya ampunnn mmg ta ingad dunie .
Aq bley sebanyak yg bley , hahaha .
Abes duet aq tahu ?

Sushi paling aq suke :
  1. Salmon salad
  2. Chukka kurage
  3. Ebikko inari roll
  4. Ebikko
  5. Tuna salad

maaf


Awak , org minx maaf , org bukan ta na kua ary to ,
Tp ary to org mmg ta ade mood , org ta na awak salah faham dgn hubungan kite .
Yea , org sayang awak tp not more than fren , plz la ,
Jgn tacing2 , org ta suke awak mcm nie .

Org tau awak syg org but org da cakap jgn mengharap .
See pe da jd ? kite sik gado je sekarang , td jumpe kejab pon ta na pandang muke org , 
pandang tempad laen . bagos la sangad to , naseb baek jumpe 15 minit je if due jam
Mau org ngez kad sito agakny . awak suke la kan tengok org cam to ?
Arghhh , sory fo evryting .

all about lurve


LOVE

LOVE is not about finding right person ,
But creating a right relationship . <3
Its not about how much you LOVE him / her ,
But how much LOVE you build till the end .

You can’t make someone LOVE you ,
All you can do is be someone who can be loved ,
The rest is up to the person to realize your worth .

If you LOVE somebody , let him / her go ,
If him / her return , there were always yours ,
If they don’t , they never were .

True LOVE does not came by finding the perfect person
but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly .

Best Friends Forever


Means of FRIENDSHIP ,
Friendship is where you can trust a certain someone to always be there for you when your down or to cheery you up when something bad happened , friendship is also where the few friends share a bond that they can express there feelings and know tat won’t be told to anyone else .
Means of FRIENDSHIT ,
Like foul – weather friends a friendshit only calls when they have a problem , you won’t hear anything from them when their life is good by their own definition . generally a friendshit is shit at being a friend 
Alia Najwa
( adek
)
Nurul Sazwani
( nurul )
Siti Hasnah
( senah )

Muhammad Aqmar Azuan
( amai )
Ieza Norshakila
( ieza )


thx 2 god coz I have frenz like u allz , I really appreciate oke , thx so fuckin’ damn much dear . I swear tat u r the bez among the bez ! no one can eve perlace u in myy lil heart . herm , even we torn apart I wil neve leave u allz . thx 4 alwayz supporting me & neve leave me no mater wat in hard or easy way . thx coz always be my shoulder to cry on when I need someone . it’s been a while tat we’ve neve see each other . at tiz moment , I dun noe y suddenly felt I really need u allz 2 b in ur arm . I’d jz tOo missing u allz . I mean it dear . I lurve y allz til doomsday BEZFRENZ .

no more tears , no more pain

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong ,
I’d just missing you too much ,
Now you’re gone and I’m haunted ,
And I bet you will just find .
Did I make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life ?
I should have known you’ll give me heartache ,
Maybe I was naïve got lost in your eyes and never really had chance .
My mistakes , I didn’t know to be in love , you had fight to have upper hand .
I had so many dreams about you and me , happy ending ?
Now I know . I was a dreamer before you went and let me down ,
I’m gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well .
I wish I could tell somebody that I’ve got a crush on you .
You’ve already gone and got me mad ,
I can’t remember when it was good , moments of happiness elude ,
Just let me forget every things that gonna make me reminds of you !
Too bad for me to make you were my everything , make no apologies .
I just gonna let it be and forget all the mess you’ve done in my life and trying to build a better new of me .
Though , it’s not easy , but I have made it !
Even some of the times I will gonna feel that really need yoy ,
That I really miss you ,
And that I really love you bit it’s all gone now and I’m done here without you !

girl language =)

If I don’t call u
[ its because I’m waiting for u to call me ]

When I walk away from u mad
[ follow me ]

When I stare at ur mouth
[ kiss me ]

When I push u or hit u
[ garb me & don’t let go ]

When I start cussing at u
[ kiss me & tell me u love me ]

When I’m quiet
[ ask me whats wrong ]

When I ignore u
[ give me ur attention ]

When I pull away
[ pull me back ]

When u see me at my worst
[ tell me I’m beautiful ]

When u see me start crying
[ hold me & tell me everything will be alright ]

When u see me walking
[ sneak up & hug my waist from behind ]

When I’m scared
[ protect me ]

When I lay my head on ur shoulder
[ tilt my head up kiss me ]

When I grab at ur hands
[ hold mine & play with my fingers ]

When I tease u
[ tease me back & make me laugh ]

When I don’t answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]

When I look at you with doubt
[ back ur self up ]

When I say that I like u
[ I really do more than u could understand ]

When I bump into u
[ bump into me back & make me laugh ]

When I tell u a secret
[ keep it safe & untold ]

When I look at you in ur eyes
[ don’t look away until I do ]

When I miss u
[ I’m hurting inside ]

When u break my heart
[ the pain NEVER really goes away ]

When I say its over
[ I still want u to be mine ]

hey bestfriend !


or should I say , ex – bestfriend ? hmmm ,

i know I’ve been a jerk bestfriend ever for u , I never make u happy , I never cheer u up , I don’t make jokes with , and whenever u’re with me , u don’t feels like , u wanna laugh .

don’t really brighten up ur life , I always hurt ur feeling right ? and , you prefer to be with other bestfriend than me , I know that , I can see it in ur face , its obviously showed in ur acts , don’t deny ur feelings , I understand , and yeah , I am hurt , but I know u hurt more by all my mistakes with u , and again , I am sorry .

and now I realize , how much I burden u , u have to pretend like u like me to be my bestfriend , be wherever I am , together follow my steps , and now , because of that night , I kinda tell me , that I should step backward from ur life , u’re even don’t care right ? no worries , I am fine .

i guess , I don’t need any bestfriend anymore , I can be my own , tes , even though I never can , this time , I’ll try till I can , and yeah , don’t ever look at me anymore , just ignore my presence , and of course , I’ll miss our memories , that we shared from last precious year , :’(

i’ll pray for your happiness with your own bestfriends , who didn’t even assume me as their bestfriend , and fyi , I’m sick with this situation , I;m sick of keeping all my tears and hurt feeling just because of friends who used to be my bestfriends .

and yeah , I’m sick of word BESTFRIENDS .

P/S : this entry is for u , the one that suddenly don’t even talk to me .